Tuesday, 15 April 2014
Not dying, changing
Sometimes I am a glass half full guy and when the sun is out, the Swans are winning and I have had a full night's sleep everything is well with the world. A few nights lack of sleep, a run of bad results and cloudy skies then watch out, the glass is half-empty and it takes a lot to convince me otherwise.
Add into the mix the fact that generally the Church in Wales - and in Britain - is going through a time of change and transition from the old to the new and I don't, believe it or not, think ALL that is new is necessarily good (e.g. gay marriage) - then it is difficult to emerge unscathed and always positive.
There is another dimension too which we - or should I say 'I' - don't always take into account and that is the spiritual dimension in all this. I mention this as a second consideration because it can, all too often, become an excuse for something we need to take personal responsibility for. But nevertheless it is a factor in all of this and Paul hits it head on in his letter to the Ephesians Chapter 6: 10-12
"10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. 12 For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places."
This battle was all too real to Paul and he wants to raise the awareness of the Ephesian Church so that they can be on the alert weave it into their daily prayers. (Note: It was also a significant inclusion into the Lord's Prayer which Jesus gave us: "Deliver us from evil...") Of course not all depression is spiritual, but some is or can be the product of a spiritual attack, and leaders are probably more exposed than many. Jesus once warned "strike the shepherd and the sheep will be scattered." (Matthew 26:31). He was of course speaking about himself just before he was to be arrested and all his disciples did a runner, but it has a wider application and no one can deny that without a fully-functioning leader churches can decline and die.
So we mustn't neglect the spiritual dimension to the difficulties leaders face in today's church. However this does not take away from the apology earlier but rather adds to the fact that I, personally, should have been on guard against a negative spirit and a pessimistic outlook. My apologies therefore to everyone who was down, angry or disappointed with my last post. And please pray for me.