Friday, 30 July 2010
Are you a Christian Atheist?
"Many of us look the part," he writes. "Or we think we're Christian because, you know, it's not like we're Buddhists. We believe in God, but our lives don't reflect who he really is."
Groeschel introduced Christian atheism a few years ago in a sermon series titled Practical Atheist. The way Christian atheism plays out, he preached at that time, is: "I believe in God but I want to do whatever the heck I want to do. I want enough of God to keep me out of hell and enough of God to get me into heaven but I don't want so much of God that it makes me change my lifestyle because at its root I believe in God but I do not fear Him."
The series had a big impact on his listeners and more than 2,100 people ended up giving their lives to Christ. Groeschel is hoping that that more people in the pews, the Easter and Christmas Christians, the cultural Christians, and those who simply believe in God but live an atheist lifestyle can shed their hypocrisy and see that there is a better way to live.
Groeschel was born into a "Christian" family. They would go to church when convenient, donate goods to food drives and pray before meals. But that was the extent of it, he says. He knew about God and believed in God but he didn't know God. Even the demons believe in God, he notes. So, obviously there is more to the whole Christian thing than just believing in God, he says. It wasn't until college when he read the New Testament books of Romans and Ephesians and discovered salvation was by God's grace alone that he transformed from a Christian atheist into a Christian. "For the first time in my life, I believed in God and began to live like he is real," Groeschel writes.
As a transformed believer, he became more than a fanatic and began "collecting converts to Christianity like Michael Phelps collects gold medals". He went into ministry at the age of 23 and though his love for ministry burned hotter, his passion for Christ cooled. "My mission had become a job," he recalls. Again, he began falling into Christian atheism and by the age of 25, he was a "full-time pastor and a part-time follower of Christ".
Some of the symptoms of Christian atheism are illustrated in his past life but there are also symptoms that may be difficult to recognise, especially by those who are infected, Groeschel points out. Believing in God but pursuing happiness at any cost is one of them. To the Christian atheist, the pursuit of happiness gives license to sin. And happiness to them is based on the things in this world rather than God's kingdom. Moreover, "to the Christian atheist, the holy God of the universe is quietly transformed into a cosmic soda machine. If we give enough money, or pray the right prayer, or live the right way, God must deliver and do what we ask." Pursuing happiness seems like the right thing to do, but Groeschel stresses, "God doesn't want us to be happy."
"God doesn't want us to be happy because God wants us to be blessed," he explains. "When we believe the things of this world will provide happiness, we're settling for a counterfeit," he says. "The happiness of this world is based on fickle happenings, but the blessings of God transcend the things this world offers."
Other symptoms include believing in God but not being certain that He loves you, not really knowing Him, not believing in prayer, not thinking He's fair, not thinking you can change, trusting more in money, worrying all the time, shunning the church, and not sharing your faith. "I believe one of the main reasons people don't share their faith in Christ is that they don't really believe in hell," Groeschel offers. "Many of us are out of touch with the genuine urgency." "If we really believed in heaven and hell – and we sincerely cared – wouldn't our actions be transformed?"
Groeschel calls Christians to believe in God and Christ's Gospel enough to give your life to it. Anything less, he says, doesn't seem like real Christianity to him.
In the context of what Groeschel says these words of Wilbur Rees seem appropriate: "I would like to buy $3 worth of God, please, not enough to explode my soul or disturb my sleep, but just enough to equal a cup of warm milk or a snooze in the sunshine. I don't want enough of him to make me love a black man or pick beets with a migrant. I want ecstasy, not transformation; I want warmth of the womb, not a new birth. I want a pound of the Eternal in a paper sack. I would like to buy $3 worth of God, please."